Dinky's Journal

God i never seem to have time to write in this thing anymore, sad thing is ive got into watching all the soaps when im not out hehehe.. anyways hope everyone had a good new yr, i went up to Fabric, bit packed for me and not really my kinda music but was a good laugh and got to spend new yr with Justin(my bf if u hadnt guessed) now trying to get thru the rest of the weekend coz im working and looking foward to a day off monday, some sale shopping is in order i think although i doubt much will be left by now hehehe

Sorry i havent written for ages, seem to have been really busy lately with xmas and stuff.. anyway hope u all had a good one, i got loads of pressies, ate too much, drunk too much, the usual really lol

Looking foward to new year now, make sure u all have a good one and i'll update soon, take care xx

Current Mood: loved

Sorry i havent written here for ages but been really busy.. had a really great week at disneyland Paris, i know im a big kid, just liked being away from reality and work for once! spent too much money, but how much tigger stuff can i buy round here! hehehehe

Lifes good at the min, even the love life and for once i feel like i should be with someone, and he likes me for me which is unusual lol.. anyway its the honeymood period so everythings great and im gonna enjoy it as much as possible hehehe

Current Mood: optimistic

2 more days!!
Only 2 days till hes back.. cant wait! hopefully life will get better now, and its weird but i finally feel like ive found someone who likes me for who i am and isnt trying to make me feel bad. all i can say is right now im really happy and i hope it stays that way.

Current Mood: loved

Ok everytime i read my friends pages all i hear is u 2 going on bout how much u miss each other ( yeah u know who u r lol, dunno how to do the link to ur pages sorry guys)
Anyway should have my own love life to bore u all with soon, so gonna make sure u hear every detail lol!!

Current Mood: drunk

Whooohooo! i have the weekend off, and this is a rareity for me, thing is everyone seems to be busy :o(
But should be going out tomorrow night, so fingers crossed coz if i spend my weekend off at home doing nothing i will be well pissed off lol

Current Mood: restless
Current Music: Sam Mumba- Lately

Nothing new to say... same old boring life *sighs*

Current Mood: blah

Hes finally gone, left me here in cold and gone to the warm sun in America.. lucky sod
Dont really know how i feel about it all yet, was only just starting to get to know him, but coz we talked so much it feels like ive known him for ages. Anyway i determined to get on with things and if anythings ever ment to be it will...

"I believe in angels, the kind that heaven sends. I'm surrounded by angels, but I call them my best friends."

Current Mood: lonely
Current Music: Mary J Blige- Missing You

Im really sad, my friend Justins moving to America in only a couple of days, and coz i have to work this weekend its gonna be really difficult to see him be4 he goes.. story of my life really, havent known him long but hes like my best friend know and im really gonna miss him, y's life such a bitch :o(

Current Mood: sad

Hate having to think its monday tomorrow and ive got to get up early for work, but two weeks tomorrow and im off to Paris and to see Mickey Mouse yay!!
Will be lovely to get away from here, but still 2 weeks is still a long time.. need to sort the love life out be4 then

Current Mood: relaxed
Current Music: Wheatus- A LIttle Respect

Feeling really tired, was just getting to sleep at bout 4am and it started thundering, so typical.
So far my weekend has been pretty crap, but went to see americans sweethearts, was a pretty good film, im in need of a few good chick flicks to cheer me up, tried to rent bridget jones diary out but they didnt have any copies left :o(

Current Mood: confused
Current Music: Samantha Mumba- Gotta Tell U

not much to update u with really, not that many ppl ever read my page lol

The bank silly as they r have said they'll lend me money to get a flat so thats one positive thing, i really wanna move out now and since no one wanted to share with me, im gonna have to get a morgage and live on my own :o( still better than living at home.

As for the love life its ok.. still dont know whether i wanna be who im with, coz i do like someone else too and i know he likes me.. and i seem to have lost all interest in sex, i need to sort that out hehehehehehehehe

Current Mood: drunk

Feeling a bit down tonight, y is however much u try to make ur life better it never works and u end up at square one..
Now im wishing i was single and not being hassled about everything, i think i feel more unhappy now then when i was on my own

Current Mood: lonely

Yay! finally have a few days off work, its really nice to be able to stay in bed in the warm, especially when the weathers like this!
seem to have spend alot of the weekend out getting wet, but never mind actually have a social life for once and i really could get used to this.

I went Salsa dancing last night and all i wanna do now is get on a plane and go back to the Carribean, i loved it out there and i could do with spending some time in the sun, especially since all my friends have just been on holiday or r going soon. Anyone want to take me? lol

Current Mood: relaxed

Not had the best few days, im really tired now and tense.. have either spent my time working or at the hospital, my dads not well, its quite a trek to keep driving over to wycombe everyday, especially coz my mum wont drive there.. everyone keeps wanting me to go out too and i really dont feel like it right now..
oh well things can only get better...

Current Mood: cranky

Had a pretty quiet weekend, nice not to be at work for once tho.
Hopefully this week should be better, managed to arrange to go out a couple of nights, i dont mind a weekend in but gets really boring..
Oh well, other than that things r pretty good.. feel happy for once lol

Current Mood: happy

Ok so its been a while since i last wrote in here.. well its for 2 reasons, firstly i had a migrane from tues evening till thursday evening and was in bed, which was horrible, anyway got a couple of days off work hehe.. and secondly just started seeing someone, not gonna jinx it by writing too much bout it yet, but lets just say things r looking better, not sure i could take much more single life lol

Current Mood: hopeful
Current Music: whatever that song is at no 1 at the mo..

Not in the mood to go to work today.. i hate having to work the weekends.. oh well not much i can do about it..

Had a really boring weekend so far, watched a video friday night but thats the highlight of my weekend.. oh well better make sure i plan something good for next weekend

Current Mood: grumpy

Just dancing round my room to my music.. must be in a good mood for some reason lol

Current Mood: happy
Current Music: Ian Van Dahl- Castkes in the Sky

Ok not much to update u with really, my friend Andy split up with his gf the weekend, went over to see him sunday..

as for the rest of this week so far all i seem to have been doing is working, getting fed up with my job now, its no longer a challenge, infact its just really boring..

Still really really wanna move out, i still cant talk anyone into sharing with me tho hehe, mind u dont blame them... had a look at a few flat shares online, but there isnt really much in this area as its full of old moaning ppl hehehehehe

Current Mood: calm

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